Here I am again. Heaviest I’ve ever been in my entire life. I’ve always been the type of person to procrastinate, and not really put forth effort into doing things until I get annoyed. I’ll put off the laundry until the point that I get tired of seeing the full clothes basket. I’ll put off cleaning my room until it gets just a bit too messy for my tastes. The same goes with my weight and my health. I’ve dieted in the past, but I don’t believe I’ve ever been very serious about it. The last time I really dieted was a little over a year ago, right after my hospital scare. Sure, it was enough to scare me into being afraid of something being wrong, but when it wasn’t anything wrong, and I began to understand that, I quickly gave up the efforts and returned to my old ways.
I’ve been planning this for a little over a week now. In the last week, I tried going places I hadn’t been to for a while so that I could experience a variety of dishes before I cut myself off. Today, I went a little overboard for dinner, and sampled a little of everything I’d been craving from Domino’s…. now, I think I’m ready.
Tomorrow morning, I’m going to weigh myself. My official starting weight. Over the next few days, I’m going to post about my meals, how well I’ve been doing (or not doing), how I’m feeling that day, as well as insight about what I’m doing, and why I’m doing it. By reading, I’m hoping you can get inspiration to overcome whatever barriers you may have to what you’re looking to do. I’m also looking for insight into perhaps what I may be doing wrong, and what I’ll have to do in order to lose weight optimally. Please feel free to comment, though any “negative” comments will be deleted. I’ll read them, take them to heart, and maybe post about them, but I want this to be a place of inspiration, not of humiliation.
One other point to note, I will be photographing myself once per week to put in the image gallery. The hope is over time, you will see the progress that I’ve made, and how much further I need to go. I will be letting you into my life and my world, I just thank you for coming along for the ride!
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